Skip to main content


Follow by Email

Search This Blog


It's unpredictable! It's just here, there and everywhere! Like a cruel enemy, it attacks you, sometimes, when you don't expect it. There's no consideration for just proceeds with its mission which is taking your sole soul! No care for your beloved ones; it is the least care for death! Yet, sometimes, we feel it approaching...but we can't do anything to escape it...we only have to accept the harsh fact. It is Death!

We all know that we'll have to face it one day. But, we don't know what will happen after that. Darkness, silence, and loneliness are what we'll get. You're alive but you can't prove it. You hear the weeping of your beloved ones and you feel their grief. Yet, you can't be there for them anymore! You also hear them about to leave and you're too scared to be left alone in the dark grave! You call them but dead people are not allowed to speak! A heavy silence falls and surrounds you. You start to weep; no tears are allowed to fall! Then, it's too cold, how can you feel things while you're dead; at the same time you're doomed not to react!

You keep waiting for something to happen! But what will happen for a corpse?! Nothing're just prisoned there in a grave where you're half dead, half alive! Then, you think it's a matter of time before you're completely dead. Days pass, silently, till you start to believe that you're really dead. But, you hear a weeping, it takes you a long period of time till you realize that it is a weeping of a beloved one who really misses you. You feel sorry and try to comfort him/her. But, it's useless because you're half alive, half dead.

Still, you try your best; then, you remember a moment of being in your past when you and your beloved one shared a hearty laugh. Then, a series of memories refresh your half dead brain and heart! You feel you're smiling and for your astonishment, you feel that your beloved one is smiling too. Then, you realize that there is a connection still. It's just a memory of good and hard times that you share with your beloved, it's just this memory that will keep you all, forever, connected in your special way. Then, you realize that even death can't keep you away from the ones who truly loved you.

Popular posts from this blog


I don't hear it, but I know it is talking to me, telling me about my falls and stands, dreams and nightmares, hopes and reality, and about people in my life and those who passed away. I am trying to ignore it; but deep down inside me, I know there is a part of me listing to it. Yet, sadness is an overwhelming burden that I am unwilling to take. It comes and brings all the unspoken words, the tears hidden by a fake smile, the pain in a seemingly happy heart, and the memories of the beloved ones who left us, whether on by or against their wills.
Hell, silence! What do you want me to do? It's over, it's okay for me like that... I don't want your noises to disturb my peace... or what seems to be like peace. I just realized that weeping is not the best way to overcome life. I have to stand, to fall, then STAND, then fall harder and harder, and then to STAND AGAIN! No matter what, I have to continue my journey, whether I like it or not, whether it is happy or not, and whether…


She was afraid to tell him the secret that she kept hidden for a long time. She was afraid that he may not understand her. She was afraid that she will lose him. Yet, his love was so secure that she never felt afraid when she was with him. He always supported her and cared for her. She believed him and trusted him. Yet, it took her time to reveal her secret.

She tried her best to be courageous enough to reveal her secret. It needed time and courage. The day she revealed her secret, he assured her it is ok. He still loved her and will always be with her.

Next day, he ignored her. She asked about him but he replied he wants to stay alone. She was shocked then she realized she was a fool again. She locked herself in her room, praying to God that she never trust anyone again! It is always trust that brings us pain!


What is time? Is it a memory from the past that lasts forever? Is it the present when we are facing the unknown? Is it the future consequence of the past and the present? I wonder and all that I know about time is that it makes us remember, learn, and die!!!